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Mar. 29th, 2006 07:38 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Good: Found entries from Spring 2003 about my depression, visits to Monsour, medication, and doctor.
Bad: Made myself upset and depressed again... in case there was any question as to whether or not most of that was triggered by externals.
Things were so incredibly bad that semester. Bad with Josh. Bad with Mary. Bad with classes. Bad with friends in general, and one in particular. Just bad. Bad. Bad. Bad. I am impressed with how strong I tried to be, trying to not care if my relationship with Josh ended... I think that was probably the biggest factor: there was never any chance of me not caring.
Bad: Made myself upset and depressed again... in case there was any question as to whether or not most of that was triggered by externals.
Things were so incredibly bad that semester. Bad with Josh. Bad with Mary. Bad with classes. Bad with friends in general, and one in particular. Just bad. Bad. Bad. Bad. I am impressed with how strong I tried to be, trying to not care if my relationship with Josh ended... I think that was probably the biggest factor: there was never any chance of me not caring.