Wedding photos
Jun. 30th, 2005 10:00 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sillygoosegirlWhen it comes to all the photos from the wedding... there's really a lot of them! I think by tomorrow I'll be posting pictures of Josh and I from the morning of the wedding and an illustrated transcript of the ceremony. Someday I might also start working on the reception photos, but certainly not before the holiday, and possibly not for a lot time... I was pretty disappointed in the reception to tell the truth.
No idea when I'm going to find time to write about the wedding... I already have written some, but it's in my paper journal, and not for sharing really. There's just too much to say, it makes it really difficult to say anything at all. But I'm sure enjoying poring over the ceremony pictures with every spare moment... it was so perfect, everything I'd hoped for and more. And the pictures are beautiful.
But if you want to know a secret, the best part of all (aside from marrying Josh) was realizing how confident I was. I always second guess myself about everything, and the engagement was no different. I was afraid I'd get up there and find I was unable to go through with it. I was afraid to get up in front of everyone and stutter and cry my way through it (and I'm not a person who cries for joy). I had not expected to get up there and find myself filled with even more confidence and conviction than I'd felt before... yet that's exactly what happened. It was a very strong sense of knowing I was doing the right thing... it is a liberating and relaxing feeling. I think I am finally done second guessing myself, about this at least.
Relatedly, two nights ago was, I think, the first time we've ever yelled at each other about money. Funny how simple disagreements can so easily turn to yelling when you are exhausted...
No idea when I'm going to find time to write about the wedding... I already have written some, but it's in my paper journal, and not for sharing really. There's just too much to say, it makes it really difficult to say anything at all. But I'm sure enjoying poring over the ceremony pictures with every spare moment... it was so perfect, everything I'd hoped for and more. And the pictures are beautiful.
But if you want to know a secret, the best part of all (aside from marrying Josh) was realizing how confident I was. I always second guess myself about everything, and the engagement was no different. I was afraid I'd get up there and find I was unable to go through with it. I was afraid to get up in front of everyone and stutter and cry my way through it (and I'm not a person who cries for joy). I had not expected to get up there and find myself filled with even more confidence and conviction than I'd felt before... yet that's exactly what happened. It was a very strong sense of knowing I was doing the right thing... it is a liberating and relaxing feeling. I think I am finally done second guessing myself, about this at least.
Relatedly, two nights ago was, I think, the first time we've ever yelled at each other about money. Funny how simple disagreements can so easily turn to yelling when you are exhausted...
