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Suck it History
Oct. 28th, 2002 11:59 pmWell, I'd wanted to stay in history so I could graduate early, since I don't think there is going to be very much for me here by the spring of my senior year. Then again, maybe if I'm not sitting in my room working on or worrying about history all the time, I might have enough time to have more than about 3 friends, and there would be more for me to stay here for.
How do you know when it is time to drop a class? I hadn't dropped it earlier because I feel like I shouldn't drop it just because I don't want to do the work that is due the next day. But what if I don't want to do the homework that is due for the rest of the semester? What if the whole damn thing is so damn frustrating that I can't make myself sit down and do it. Seriously, I sit down to work on it and it makes me cry. Why, because I don't know how the hell I am going to do all my other papers and projects this semester if I stay in it.
I wish this didn't make me feel like a failure. You should all tell me I'm not, because there's not a darn thing I can do to change the decision now... and I feel crappy. Actually though, I think I feel less crappy than I did before.
Maybe one has to decide to drop a class by missing a big assignment, because otherwise you can always change your mind... so the decision isn't final... and if you are me, you feel a big need to change your mind. No more sucky hums. I only want to take fun hums from here on out.
Any guesses on the existence of Fourier homework this week?
How do you know when it is time to drop a class? I hadn't dropped it earlier because I feel like I shouldn't drop it just because I don't want to do the work that is due the next day. But what if I don't want to do the homework that is due for the rest of the semester? What if the whole damn thing is so damn frustrating that I can't make myself sit down and do it. Seriously, I sit down to work on it and it makes me cry. Why, because I don't know how the hell I am going to do all my other papers and projects this semester if I stay in it.
I wish this didn't make me feel like a failure. You should all tell me I'm not, because there's not a darn thing I can do to change the decision now... and I feel crappy. Actually though, I think I feel less crappy than I did before.
Maybe one has to decide to drop a class by missing a big assignment, because otherwise you can always change your mind... so the decision isn't final... and if you are me, you feel a big need to change your mind. No more sucky hums. I only want to take fun hums from here on out.
Any guesses on the existence of Fourier homework this week?
