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Apr. 5th, 2003
Monica Jo asked Josh and I to be subjects for her black and white photography class. She apparently needed to have pictures of people this time. Anyway, she says she'll give us a print or two, which is cool. Anyway, it was fun.
My lab write up is done. Do you know what that means? Only one more lab write up ever! My research paper is also done. This coming week I need to come up with a submission for Fiction Writing and a rough draft of my Tech Report this week, but that should be easier to handle that last week.
Last week was really rough, academically and emotionally. I'm hoping that this week will be better. Josh says he thinks we can work things out, but I'm not so confident. We shall see. I'm don't know. There are so many things I like, and so many things I don't. We still keep talking like we have all these plans, but they are beginning to feel like they are just silly fantasies. That makes me sad. I hope things get better soon. The whole thing with Josh not knowing what he is doing next year (and being wishy-washy about what he wants to do) has been putting an incredible amount of stress on our relationship. I think I could probably have dealt with any decision, but trying to deal with not having any idea has really taken it's toll.
My lab write up is done. Do you know what that means? Only one more lab write up ever! My research paper is also done. This coming week I need to come up with a submission for Fiction Writing and a rough draft of my Tech Report this week, but that should be easier to handle that last week.
Last week was really rough, academically and emotionally. I'm hoping that this week will be better. Josh says he thinks we can work things out, but I'm not so confident. We shall see. I'm don't know. There are so many things I like, and so many things I don't. We still keep talking like we have all these plans, but they are beginning to feel like they are just silly fantasies. That makes me sad. I hope things get better soon. The whole thing with Josh not knowing what he is doing next year (and being wishy-washy about what he wants to do) has been putting an incredible amount of stress on our relationship. I think I could probably have dealt with any decision, but trying to deal with not having any idea has really taken it's toll.