Long Enough

It is time that I put a stop to this. I am frustrated to no end. I am tired of not knowing how you feel or what you think. I'm tired of wondering if you have emotions. I'm tired of your games. I'm tired of washing your dishes. I'm tired of going to bed unhappy. I don't know why the old wounds never healed, but I'm tired of waiting for them. I wish I knew you better, there is so much that seems to be either hidden or missing. I think the only worthwhile part of our relationship that is left is physical and that is not what I want. I don't know what you will think of this, it's so hard to tell what you want out of life or people or a relationship. I think it is time we stopped teasing ourselves and moved on. Doesn't it strike you as sad that it was news I wrote in my paper journal when we were getting along. I desperately want you to make things better and convince me that everything will be fine, but we've been down that path before. I'm sorry that I lack the capacity to forgive, but I thing the pain is too deep for the relationship to ever truly recover.

Made Public: 2/11/03
Ed. note: I don't think that anymore...

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Do you know what would be good? That's right, it would be good if I could concentrate on work. It would be good if I could get this done before the 2pm meeting today. I really should be able to get it done. All it would take is a little bit of concentration. Going to bed early is overrated. I feel like crap.

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Guess what time it's been all day...

Deposits

So California has a 5 cent deposit on cans and bottles. In Oregon, the deposit law includes a requirement that any store that sells cans and bottles must take them back and pay the deposit. Needless to say, I was extremely surprised when Vons refused to take back my bottles. Are they not required to in this state?